For those of you reading this, those that have stuck with me through the rather enormous gap in original, creative content, for which I’ve prided myself. To those proud few, I feel I owe this post, this explanation, this excuse.

As of late I’ve been feeling drained creatively, artistically and emotionally. I have lots of great ideas, but neither the time nor energy to bring any to fruition.

I apologize, it’s really my own fault, I’ve overloaded myself with so much and the recent issues with my son Bryce and the not so recent birth of my youngest son, which is now a year ago in 9 days… WOW.

The weight loss battle/war.

The stress of work. The toying with/seriously considering going to work for Apple and a few others.

The desire to move forward and not become stagnant has in fact made me stagnant.

I want to be relevant, I want to create something good.

I want to find what it is I’m searching for.

I want to write more, I want to blog about web design, I want to do a FIT vlog, I want to do a puppet show, I want to play guitar, I want to finish my current work load, I want to keep losing weight, I want to join my peers in Austin in March, I want to redesign leihu, I want to finish Motif Lab, I want to paint skateboards, I want to make t-shirts (for real this time), I want to make a short film, I want to finish my novel and get it published.

Time, there is so little and so much of it.

Sorry, thanks for listening to my apology turned rant.

I need to make a list and focus and complete each task one at a time.